想你

不晓得自己为何那么的在乎他
我们的缘分就此断了，没了联系
但心底是总是觉得揪着的 淡淡的
想说可以放开了你 也许彼此都会是好过
但发现你在line的已读不回 又在撩起了心中的涟漪
幻想着很多的未知数
可恨的我 还是期待和你未来
虽然我不曾看见过但也未曾放弃过
是否是得不到的永远都是最好的呢？
入夜时分 宁静时刻
也许让自己好好的沉浸于悲伤中也是很好的疗愈吧

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