杂7杂8的乱水世界

Should stop myself for expect returns from you You will never give the things i want, love Stop dreaming girl, he doesn’t belong to you. He just need companionship not relationship. All you need is you and yourself

14/8/18 1. get a message from Akasha card, i'll dedicate myself to mother nature, she is happily waiting for me. 2. he has grown up from his soul, no longer need me by his side. his destiny has changed when he stepped to new land and my destiny shall change when they leave. 3. when your relationship with the girl reach the last stage, i will step out and leave. send my regards from far. 15/8/18 1. watch a synopsis clip of " The Reader"; it remind of us. it make me cried. 2. one of the autogate failed to function, spent an hour to fix it and get out from house. 3. late in to office. 4. period doesn't seem like visit me yet the symptoms are invading me. 5. regional marketing head kept bombing within 30 minutes, cut short the lunch time to reply her. 6. try to avoid long conversation with him, i know i should've stop depend on him. he deserves someone better, not me. tbc

When you told me about your date with her and your body had reaction when she kissed you I know it’s the day The day you have grown up and slowly leave me My universe is pushing me forward To a future i barely know but my soul does Perhaps i prefer stay at current comfort zone but my soul doesnt allow me Jon and you left me slowly Whom i cannot hold in my life I shall bless you with my whole heart

不晓得自己为何那么的在乎他 我们的缘分就此断了，没了联系 但心底是总是觉得揪着的 淡淡的 想说可以放开了你 也许彼此都会是好过 但发现你在line的已读不回 又在撩起了心中的涟漪 幻想着很多的未知数 可恨的我 还是期待和你未来 虽然我不曾看见过但也未曾放弃过 是否是得不到的永远都是最好的呢？ 入夜时分 宁静时刻 也许让自己好好的沉浸于悲伤中也是很好的疗愈吧

好妙哦，我竟然哭了 我以为我不会为了他哭啊 应该要用英文写 hi jonathan liew bb, it's me sze hui your ex-partner or ex-girlfriend today is our 2nd day after break up i wont how long it will last me to miss you or hate you i do love you just i barely the love from you you always off your phone or disconnect yourself from me i barely know you like you barely know i spot you in details but do you know it? i left my heart with you i will take it back slowly i want you fix your heart unravel the chain and  look forward to your bright future you ain't alone if you choose to open your heart i was there but you choose to hide yourself more i was googling about you someone that lock themselves rather than socialize with others you aint alone trust me those who love you, always there be with you i'm always here for you but do you accept it? damn... i wonder how long i will stay in state  though i kept telling puppy i'm alright and i've l...

如同在冥想里听到的，8月2日将会是和你分手的日子 皮也很痒的，挑战你和你摊牌 会和你摊牌的原因是 我累了 一次又一次的失踪 一次又一次的冷漠 一次又一次的悲伤 我想我够了 在你身上，我要求的不过 只想要好好的爱一个人 只想要好好的被爱 只想要找到自己的归宿 但你 没有让我获取我需要的 并且一次又一次的让我失望 我说 我要的是你的关心与了解 我要的是你的爱与时间 但你都让我得不到 疗愈卡伙伴告诉我 感觉你就像在和一团雾里获取爱 但雾就是吝啬于你 得不到你想要的 她也说这不是你现在课题 而这两个人都不是你的那一半 你的那一半还没有到来 听完了其实有感到解脱 但真正的分开后 我的心好不舒服，感到空空的 并不是像我想象的快乐或解脱 凌晨4.40，我起床了 心是疼痛的所以起来翻疗愈卡 灵性大师们都和我说 加油哦，好好的和爱连接，你会好好的 之后的冥想 我选择进入他的世界 看见他的猫咪，亲吻他的额头 看到我的心原来在他那里，被保护的好好的 看到他那颗被黑色枷锁缠绕并染上黑色的心 但那颗黑色的心却有着一些些的红嫩 开始时，我知道我的能量并不能接受那股黑色的力量 其实那股力量让我满不舒服的，就像我之前一样 逃避伤痛般的黑暗 而Agni的出现让彼此的心灵和世界得到安抚 Agni牵着我的手让我感到安全和舒服 而他照亮了那颗黑色的心脏，慢慢的转变成红色了 枷锁呢，也出现了细细的裂痕 我说如果有机会的话，我会再次的把我的心交给你 但心里那一股沉重又再次的降临 也许不是心而只是爱呢？ 祝福你和我 让彼此都和伤痛说再见 让彼此的心都充满爱 让彼此的心都是敞开的 再见了，我的爱 我的心也回到了我自己 再多的不舍，再多的后悔 终究还是非开了 如果说我们是彼此的那一半，我们就会再次相遇 祝福你和我 爱 诗慧