峰回路转

星期二和Rahim分手，今天和Jonathan在一起
我的人生可以再戏剧一点 🤦🏻‍♀️

今天想和他见面所以直接约了出来
或换成另一个说法
他约了我好几次，但都不成功。而今天我们俩终于见面了人，也因为他的一句话我们就在一起了。
他说： do you want to reconsider us?
一开始我的脑袋其实还蛮空白的，不知道怎么回事……
而他又重复了那个问题并解释我们在一起了又分开，而我告诉他之前是你不要我了啊
而且常常不见。他说他是不得已的，我说我不要。最后我赢了。🤣
其实今天和他相处下来发现他其实很温柔很贴心
小小的动作都是要确保我的安全和舒适度，也许遇到对的人吧
不过他的大男人主义还是有的，父亲的控制欲还是有的，害怕他父亲的还是有的
感觉还是有难度的

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