凡人皆烦人

心情低落中
也许只是想要恢复到平衡点，让自己可以衡量或控制一切
但似乎没有一样事情是我能控制的，超乎我的控制范围
现在的我还是觉得自己很烂，周旋于两个男人之间
一个爱我之入骨
一个捉摸不定
第一次让我无从下手，让我头疼不已
生活中对生活中的不满也一并加剧
人生干嘛要那么的烦啊
果然凡人皆是烦人
也许短时间内，我会消失一会儿
让自己沉淀一下下吧……

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