shit, i ruined the first date

aih... feel like i ruined the date! Gosh, Jon is not responding my message nor have a long chat just as our first conversation. Shitty feel.................

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

aih.... The night was great, he is a gentleman and shared a lot of himself. But I DID IT BADLY!!!!!!

i dint talk much about myself, even he tried to ask me the questions, i can't even talk in good way or my mind was blank!!! How bad i can be, where is the fun me?

ahhhhhhhh........................................

Pls, respond to my text.

Ok, another me is trying to make sure i'm cool and alright. Things will get smooth, stay calm babe.
I bet the less confidence me and optimistic me are trying to fight with each other.

Well, still relying on him, whether we will have the next date or meeting afterwards. Perhaps we should start as friend then only look for the next stage. Oh! We are just friend, isn't it? lol

I like him though he is short, study MBA & a canadian. The first time i never feel bad towards a person. Perhaps we.. whatever.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh