左右的思绪

我的思绪，真的很容易被你左右
你的一个分享，一个诉说还有的回复
能让我的一天上下起伏

我明白，曾近的我真的很爱你
但
你的懦弱，你的家人和我爱你比你还要爱我
让我迷失了自己

和你在一起的时候
我
什么都为了你
没有自我
不爱自己和家人

现在的我
在慢慢的调适自己
我们俩真的不能在一起
只能做很好很好的朋友

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