上课，下课

昨天说的悟了，其实是明白了解自己原来并没有想象中的爱你
因为，
我没有努力去面对所有的事物
我没有努力的解决问题
我选择逃避
我活在自我的设想中
活在自己的想象中

突然的悟了，就是这样
在那一刹那，停止了对他家人的怨恨、不满
尤其是最介怀的那一次

距离是考验
而另一个考验是如何面对问题
如果两者皆成功的解决了
未来不是问题

以前的我会说，
和他沟通很好
但我们其实
选择了美好事物而
逃避了现实问题

逃避很容易
面对却很难

我，上了一堂课了


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