悟了没

我在想我到底是悟了还是没啊
昨天在回KL的途中突然觉得自己悟了，了解和明白和他前因后果所以不恨他的家人了
但反效果是
脑袋想了很多的可能性

天啊，是意识还是潜意识啊
需要静心看待所有的事物包括自己了呀

我可以面对他的家人了，不过你们喜欢或不喜欢吧（虽然他的妈妈曾和我的妈妈说过，我喜欢你的女儿啊）
但自己呢？我到底有没有信心呢？

人生好复杂
或者是说我很复杂
想太多了。
哈哈

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