you.. n i...

u said u want to be single
u said u want to love urself more
u said my respond and action were slow
u said i deserve for better person
u said i need to move on

i said u need to stop blaming urself
i said u need to take off ur mask
i said u need to move on
i said i like u
i hint u can love me

i'm wondering what is the next for both of us
i'm wondering what we will do when we were alone
i'm wondering... if and only if

i'm wondering do u know i'm still blogging?

i realize if ur family accept me at the very beginning
maybe our future is smooth
compare me with the girl, she is lucky
ur family like her
i fail at the starting point, thinking i can do something to amend
yet i'm in the wrong direction

i know my decision was correct
just the feeling isn't easy to let go
i trying my best
while still giving myself the hope
for you
for me