Something for you, I'm waiting for your answer. Some answers that you will give me when you realize..

Time will not travel back to past, so we shall look forward only. I knew I left you when you need me the most. I felt sorry for that but the moment I felt reckless and need you the most, where are you? I need your strength and hope, I did give you mine but where were yours?

I left because I have see no future for us,
I left because I hate your family and you because of the past,
I left because I hate your cowardliness,
I left because I hate you like to stay in comfort zone,
I left because I want you to grow stronger and be mature.

In the 8 years of time, I choose to believe and support you, no matter what happened to me or us.
I want a simple life, with the family I love and happy forever.
Yes, I rarely think of financial problem, i rarely think of the reality.
I filtered all the words from friend and choose to believe you.
But what I have were all about hurts and insecure.

I'm not sure what will happen to us in the next 5 years,
will you doing something for us? or dare not to face your problems?
There is a hope within me, but I knew it hardly happened with the time passed.

You told me when you think you are able to move on, I was contacted you again.
Maybe that is the time God wanted to test you, whether you have grow stronger, face the problems and reality, and move on etc...
Have you?

I dare to face my feeling, whether I am loving you or feel lonely..
Are you dare enough to face every problems? you, your family and reality..
Wish you lucks my dear and we shall meet on the day.

p.s: I wonder if I stop chatting with you, will you make another start for it?