算命

其实我是个矛盾的女生
想说在自我探讨的过程中，应该会慢慢的放开对生命的执着或未卜先知的命运
但往往会因为现实或不堪而动摇
再打个几个内心翻腾的混乱架，脑袋和心灵
以佛学来说，
命是可以透过积善而改变
但需要时间和毅力
我，少了毅力，会动摇
所以，常常会想线上算命或问塔罗牌（和自己的心灵对话）
但往往的答案好像和现实有出入
或者
命运又往另一个方向走了

我 矛盾
想证明自己
但我还在找寻自己的方向
认清自己
时间吗？
但我可以琢磨多久呢？

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